| Location | South Shields |
| Age | 11 years |
| Cause of Death | Leukaemia |
| Date of Birth | 08/10/1985 |
| Date of Death | 24/07/1997 |
| Visitors | 10,144 since 26/07/2007 |
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♥ Daniel james Amar ♥
♥ Aged 11 years ♥
♥ leaves behind his brother Adam also his broken hearted mum ♥
Daniel was born 5.35am on the 8th October 1985 and gained his angel wings 24th July 1997 .♥
From the very first day i found out i was pregnant i named my unborn child Daniel James if it was a
boy i was so happy and excited I wanted to be the best mummy ever i would make so many plans in my
head and talk non stop to my bump that was growing inside of me many nights i try and imagine what
my baby would look like would he have dark brown eyes or black hair i got my wish on the 8th October
god blessed me with my beautiful son 8lb 5oz olive skinned with big brown eyes and jet black curly
hair he had stolen my heart the moment the nurse lay him in my arms we had so many happy moments
together my baby boy was my life what more could i ever want. Daniel was the most amazing little boy
ever always laughing he had the most amazing smile He was from day one a mammy's boy i was feel
honoured to have been chosen to be his mum even through we didnt have a lot of money we had a good
life together seeing his smile made up for all that we did not have in material things. ♥
In 1992 Daniel was diagnosed with lymphoblastic leukaemia this day my world ended you think to
yourself WHY WHY Daniel he was such a happy go lucky child always had a smile and a cuddle for
everyone
Daniel only had thoughts for others and not himself and many times when i was crying for him he
would look at me and say mammy dont cry i love you i look after you.
For many years Daniel fought this illness he was so poorly at times that he couldn't be bothered
with anyone he was in hospital more than he was ever out but as always Daniel only worried over me
and his baby brother Adam. The dreadful day came when the doctor's came to me and said without a
bone marrow transplant Daniel was going to die he was put on the transplant list straight away as he
had gone into remission , but by the time he was matched with three potentional doners, Daniel had
came out of remission he became so weak and was sleeping so much the pain was being controlled now
by a morphine pump which he had attached to his line which was implanted into his chest. I could
see my child was dying in front of my very eyes and they was nothing i could do to help him
Daniel was growing very tired he was holding on for us his mum and little brother finally his tiny
frail body could take no more he sent a thought to me the night before he passed away as i was also
in a hospital after suffering a breakdown i couldnt settle i had had my medication but in my head i
could hear Daniel calling out for me and my heart was aching with a feeling i can not explain, the
very next day i went straight to see daniel who was now so thin and so weak he was facing the wall i
spoke to him he turned over put his hand in mine and then i said its ok son you can go now i will be
ok this was at 4pm in the afternoon on the 24th July 2007 Daniel took his last breath at 4.30pm he
left this world to enter heavens door.
I will never forget the pain in my heart when he passed over i felt as if my heart was ripped out he
was not just my son but he was also my best friend and they is not a day goes by that he is not
spoken about or thought about his little brother Adam is now grown up to be a fine young man of 18
we remember you with pride and smile when we speak your name son you maybe out of sight but your
never out of our hearts or thoughts son
I bet you and Nanna and grandad have some right giggles seeing and hearing whats going on i now i am
over here in Austria your big brother got engaged on the 25th April mammy will is so proud tell nana
and granda we are happy to be reunited as a family again son will make your garden beautiful see you
soon son xxxx mammy
My home is full of photographs of my brave son i am one of the proudest mums on this earth and i
feel honoured to have been your mum son you are such a miss in my life i hope and pray that you hear
my prayers and listen out when i tell you I love and Miss you so much, your my beautiful angel so go
fly high and spread your angels wings and know that i am looking so forward to the day we are
together again i love you sweetheart rest in peace my brown eyed boy hugs and xxx sent to you in
heaven and know every minute of my life your in my thoughts son Your step father Josef speaks
proudly of you althrough he never met you he loves you as his son as he does your brothers your name
is spoken out loudly and with pride son love you always and forever you mammy
I would like to thank all of our GTS friends from the bottom of my heart for visiting my beautiful
angel, you and your angels are in our thoughts and hearts always god bless each and everyone of you
xxxxx
GOOD NIGHT DANIEL XXXX
☆GOD BLESS.☆
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I LOOK OUT MY WINDOW
AND WHAT DO I SEE,
A LOAD OF STARS
TWINKLING AT ME,
I KNOW YOUR THERE
WATCHING ME
YOU ARE THE BRIGHTEST
STAR I SEE,
SO KEEP ON SHINNING
ALNIGHT THROUGH
AND CATCH MY KISSES
I SEND TO YOU.
WROTE BY TRACEY, CARLAS MUM 29/10/2009.
LOVE ALWAYS TO YOU
AND YOUR ANGEL
TRACEY XXXXX
♥..*..♥~SWEET DREAMS ANGEL~♥..*..♥
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You still live on in the hearts and minds,
Of the loving family you left behind.
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A garden of beautiful memories,
Sprayed with a million tears.
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Beautiful memories are treasured forever,
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Loved with a love beyond all feeling,
Missed with a grief beyond all tears.
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unknown.
LOVE AS
ALWAYS
TRACEY
XXXXX
It's me again from Heaven
With a message from above
Feel my spirit all around you
As I sprinkle you with love...
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I have watched you, as your tears flow
I have heard your silent screams
I know you sleep with visions
Of me visiting your dreams...
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I have come and sat beside you
Placed my hands upon your face
Wiped away the many teardrops
I so wish I could erase...
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I have watched you every day now
Seen such pain within your eyes
I just wish that there were some way
I could help you realise...
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I am happy up in Heaven
In this peaceful loving place
Where I will be here waiting
To welcome you with my embrace...
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You will join me here in Heaven
When your time comes you’ll see
Leave your Earthly cares behind you
Travel on to where you’re free...
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I have heard you ask to go now
But there is more for you to do
I promise I'll be waiting
When your time on earth is through ...
Author Unknown
LOTS OF LOVE ALWAYS TRACEY XXXX
Inside heaven's door
On the day that God took you home
a part of us went to.
For in our lives you are not here
but in our hearts you stay.
The memories that we keep close
will never ever die.
The love that you have left behind
is special and true.
Our life is so much richer
for having you in it.
Your tender touch your loving smile
and happiness you gave.
These are the special things we have
to remind us all of you.
One day we know we'll meet again
inside heavens door.
We know that you will be waiting there
to hold us very tigh.
Untill that day we have to wait
to see you once again.
Loved and missed each day.
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Happy birthday Son
Daniel im missing you the bestest birthday ever son i can not believe you would be 24 today i am sorry i am late litghing your candle son mam has been traveling from Austria to get here to be at your garden this afternoon i hope you like your new angel's and your flowers my little man remember your never forgotton daniel your in my thoughts 24/7 and i speak your name with pride every single day i hope you and all your angel friends have celebrated and have had so many laughs love and miss you always and forever daniel xxxx mammy
Miss Me But Let Me Go
When I come to the end of the road
And the sun has set for me,
I want no tears in a gloom-filled room,
Why cry for a soul set free?
Miss me a little – But not for long
And not with your head bowed low,
Remember the love that we once shared,
Miss me – But let me go.
For this is a journey we all must take,
And each must go alone,
It’s all a part of the Master’s plan
A step on the road to home.
When you are lonely and sick of heart
Go to your friends that we know,
And bury your sorrows in doing good works,
Miss me – But let me go.
Perhaps if we could see the splendour of the land
To which our loved ones are called from you and me,
We’d understand
Perhaps if we could hear the welcome they receive
From old familiar voices all so dear
We would not grieve.
Perhaps if we could know the reason why they went
We’d smile and wipe away the tears that flow
We’d wait content
Miss me – But let me go
Happy Birthday Daniel
A birthday Candle lit with love for you Daniel and your loving family x
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LOVE,
PHYLLIS
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