Daniel ♥ ♰ James ♥ ♰ Amar

♥ Daniel james Amar ♥
♥ Aged 11 years ♥


♥ leaves behind his brother Adam also his broken hearted mum ♥

Daniel was born 5.35am on the 8th October 1985 and gained his angel wings 24th July 1997 .♥

From the very first day i found out i was pregnant i named my unborn child Daniel James if it was a
boy i was so happy and excited I wanted to be the best mummy ever i would make so many plans in my
head and talk non stop to my bump that was growing inside of me many nights i try and imagine what
my baby would look like would he have dark brown eyes or black hair i got my wish on the 8th October
god blessed me with my beautiful son 8lb 5oz olive skinned with big brown eyes and jet black curly
hair he had stolen my heart the moment the nurse lay him in my arms we had so many happy moments
together my baby boy was my life what more could i ever want. Daniel was the most amazing little boy
ever always laughing he had the most amazing smile He was from day one a mammy's boy i was feel
honoured to have been chosen to be his mum even through we didnt have a lot of money we had a good
life together seeing his smile made up for all that we did not have in material things. ♥



In 1992 Daniel was diagnosed with lymphoblastic leukaemia this day my world ended you think to
yourself WHY WHY Daniel he was such a happy go lucky child always had a smile and a cuddle for
everyone

Daniel only had thoughts for others and not himself and many times when i was crying for him he
would look at me and say mammy dont cry i love you i look after you.

For many years Daniel fought this illness he was so poorly at times that he couldn't be bothered
with anyone he was in hospital more than he was ever out but as always Daniel only worried over me
and his baby brother Adam. The dreadful day came when the doctor's came to me and said without a
bone marrow transplant Daniel was going to die he was put on the transplant list straight away as he
had gone into remission , but by the time he was matched with three potentional doners, Daniel had
came out of remission he became so weak and was sleeping so much the pain was being controlled now
by a morphine pump which he had attached to his line which was implanted into his chest. I could
see my child was dying in front of my very eyes and they was nothing i could do to help him

Daniel was growing very tired he was holding on for us his mum and little brother finally his tiny
frail body could take no more he sent a thought to me the night before he passed away as i was also
in a hospital after suffering a breakdown i couldnt settle i had had my medication but in my head i
could hear Daniel calling out for me and my heart was aching with a feeling i can not explain, the
very next day i went straight to see daniel who was now so thin and so weak he was facing the wall i
spoke to him he turned over put his hand in mine and then i said its ok son you can go now i will be
ok this was at 4pm in the afternoon on the 24th July 2007 Daniel took his last breath at 4.30pm he
left this world to enter heavens door.

I will never forget the pain in my heart when he passed over i felt as if my heart was ripped out he
was not just my son but he was also my best friend and they is not a day goes by that he is not
spoken about or thought about his little brother Adam is now grown up to be a fine young man of 18
we remember you with pride and smile when we speak your name son you maybe out of sight but your
never out of our hearts or thoughts son

I bet you and Nanna and grandad have some right giggles seeing and hearing whats going on i now i am
over here in Austria your big brother got engaged on the 25th April mammy will is so proud tell nana
and granda we are happy to be reunited as a family again son will make your garden beautiful see you
soon son xxxx mammy

My home is full of photographs of my brave son i am one of the proudest mums on this earth and i
feel honoured to have been your mum son you are such a miss in my life i hope and pray that you hear
my prayers and listen out when i tell you I love and Miss you so much, your my beautiful angel so go
fly high and spread your angels wings and know that i am looking so forward to the day we are
together again i love you sweetheart rest in peace my brown eyed boy hugs and xxx sent to you in
heaven and know every minute of my life your in my thoughts son Your step father Josef speaks
proudly of you althrough he never met you he loves you as his son as he does your brothers your name
is spoken out loudly and with pride son love you always and forever you mammy

I would like to thank all of our GTS friends from the bottom of my heart for visiting my beautiful
angel, you and your angels are in our thoughts and hearts always god bless each and everyone of you
xxxxx