| Location | South Shields |
| Age | 11 years |
| Cause of Death | Leukaemia |
| Date of Birth | 08/10/1985 |
| Date of Death | 24/07/1997 |
| Visitors | 10,375 since 26/07/2007 |
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♥ Daniel james Amar ♥
♥ Aged 11 years ♥
♥ leaves behind his brother Adam also his broken hearted mum ♥
Daniel was born 5.35am on the 8th October 1985 and gained his angel wings 24th July 1997 .♥
From the very first day i found out i was pregnant i named my unborn child Daniel James if it was a
boy i was so happy and excited I wanted to be the best mummy ever i would make so many plans in my
head and talk non stop to my bump that was growing inside of me many nights i try and imagine what
my baby would look like would he have dark brown eyes or black hair i got my wish on the 8th October
god blessed me with my beautiful son 8lb 5oz olive skinned with big brown eyes and jet black curly
hair he had stolen my heart the moment the nurse lay him in my arms we had so many happy moments
together my baby boy was my life what more could i ever want. Daniel was the most amazing little boy
ever always laughing he had the most amazing smile He was from day one a mammy's boy i was feel
honoured to have been chosen to be his mum even through we didnt have a lot of money we had a good
life together seeing his smile made up for all that we did not have in material things. ♥
In 1992 Daniel was diagnosed with lymphoblastic leukaemia this day my world ended you think to
yourself WHY WHY Daniel he was such a happy go lucky child always had a smile and a cuddle for
everyone
Daniel only had thoughts for others and not himself and many times when i was crying for him he
would look at me and say mammy dont cry i love you i look after you.
For many years Daniel fought this illness he was so poorly at times that he couldn't be bothered
with anyone he was in hospital more than he was ever out but as always Daniel only worried over me
and his baby brother Adam. The dreadful day came when the doctor's came to me and said without a
bone marrow transplant Daniel was going to die he was put on the transplant list straight away as he
had gone into remission , but by the time he was matched with three potentional doners, Daniel had
came out of remission he became so weak and was sleeping so much the pain was being controlled now
by a morphine pump which he had attached to his line which was implanted into his chest. I could
see my child was dying in front of my very eyes and they was nothing i could do to help him
Daniel was growing very tired he was holding on for us his mum and little brother finally his tiny
frail body could take no more he sent a thought to me the night before he passed away as i was also
in a hospital after suffering a breakdown i couldnt settle i had had my medication but in my head i
could hear Daniel calling out for me and my heart was aching with a feeling i can not explain, the
very next day i went straight to see daniel who was now so thin and so weak he was facing the wall i
spoke to him he turned over put his hand in mine and then i said its ok son you can go now i will be
ok this was at 4pm in the afternoon on the 24th July 2007 Daniel took his last breath at 4.30pm he
left this world to enter heavens door.
I will never forget the pain in my heart when he passed over i felt as if my heart was ripped out he
was not just my son but he was also my best friend and they is not a day goes by that he is not
spoken about or thought about his little brother Adam is now grown up to be a fine young man of 18
we remember you with pride and smile when we speak your name son you maybe out of sight but your
never out of our hearts or thoughts son
I bet you and Nanna and grandad have some right giggles seeing and hearing whats going on i now i am
over here in Austria your big brother got engaged on the 25th April mammy will is so proud tell nana
and granda we are happy to be reunited as a family again son will make your garden beautiful see you
soon son xxxx mammy
My home is full of photographs of my brave son i am one of the proudest mums on this earth and i
feel honoured to have been your mum son you are such a miss in my life i hope and pray that you hear
my prayers and listen out when i tell you I love and Miss you so much, your my beautiful angel so go
fly high and spread your angels wings and know that i am looking so forward to the day we are
together again i love you sweetheart rest in peace my brown eyed boy hugs and xxx sent to you in
heaven and know every minute of my life your in my thoughts son Your step father Josef speaks
proudly of you althrough he never met you he loves you as his son as he does your brothers your name
is spoken out loudly and with pride son love you always and forever you mammy
I would like to thank all of our GTS friends from the bottom of my heart for visiting my beautiful
angel, you and your angels are in our thoughts and hearts always god bless each and everyone of you
xxxxx
For Every Bright Star
For every bright star
In the heavens above
There’s an angel looking down on us
And sending us there love
When you look up to the skies
Someone is looking down
Wanting you to know
That they are still around
Although you cannot see them
They are standing by your side
Knowing all the pain you feel
And the tears you’ve cried
So when you look up to the sky
Up to the heavens above
Remember there watching over you
And thinking of you with love.
copyright© Ingrid Aspey
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It's me again from Heaven
With a message from above
Feel my spirit all around you
As I sprinkle you with love...
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I have watched you, as your tears flow
I have heard your silent screams
I know you sleep with visions
Of me visiting your dreams...
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I have come and sat beside you
Placed my hands upon your face
Wiped away the many teardrop
I so wish I could erase...
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I have watched you every day now
Seen such pain within your eyes
I just wish that there were some way
I could help you realise...
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I am happy up in Heaven
In this peaceful loving place
Where I will be here waiting
To welcome you with my embrace...
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You will join me here in Heaven
When your time comes you’ll see
Leave your Earthly cares behind you
Travel on to where you’re free...
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I have heard you ask to go now
But there is more for you to do
I promise I'll be waiting
When your time on earth is through ...
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♥ (Author Unknown) ♥
have a special angel day sweetheart my dad and brother will watch over you with all my family that are in heaven, sending love xxxxxx
THANK U KELLY
THE WORDS IN THE POAM BELOW ARE FROM A LADY CALLED KELLY WHAT SHE WROTE IS DOWN TO A TEE ON MY FEELINGS ITS AS IF SHE WAS LOOKING INTO EVERY MOTHERS HEART GOD BLESS XXX
A Mothers Anguish
You ask me how I'm feeling,
but do you really want to know?
The moment I try telling you
You say you have to go
How can I tell you,
what it's been like for me
I am haunted, I am broken
By things that you don't see
You ask me how I'm holding up,
but do you really care?
The second I try to speak my heart,
You start squirming in your chair.
Because I am so lonely,
you see, no one comes around,
I'll take the words I want to say
And quietly choke them down.
Everyone avoids me now,
Because they don't know what to say
They tell me I'll be there for you,
Call me if you need me,
that's what everybody said,
But how can I call you and scream
into the phone,
My God, my child is dead?
No one will let me
say the words I need to say
Why does a mothers grief
scare everyone away?
I am tired of pretending
as my heart pounds in my chest,
I say things to make you comfortable,
but my soul finds no rest.
How can I tell you things
that are too sad to be told,
of the helplessness of holding a child
who in your arms grows cold?
Maybe you can tell me,
How should one behave,
who's had to follow their childs casket,
watched it perched above a grave?
You cannot imagine
what it was like for me that day
to place a final kiss upon that box,
and have to turn and walk away.
If you really love me,
and I believe you do,
if you really want to help me,
here is what I need from you.
Sit down beside me,
reach out and take my hand,
Say "My friend, I've come to listen,
I want to understand."
Just hold my hand and listen
that's all you need to do,
And if by chance I shed a tear,
it's alright if you do too.
I swear that I'll remember
till the day I'm very old,
the friend who sat and held my hand
and let me bare my soul.
by
Kelly Cummings
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The Lord needed a flower
and that flower was you
so he picked you up from down here
and up and up you flew
He planted you in his garden
he said 'You'll stay here now with me'
and there you'll stay away from harm
the prettiest flower you'll always be
goodnight angel sweet dreams
love always tracey xxxx
Angels are a gift from heaven above
a way for us to remember.
A loved one that for what ever reason
has gone from our lives.
When ever we feel sad where do we
turn first for help.
When we feel we can not go on
what do we do.
Who is it we think about for the
guidence that we need each day.
Our angel up above takes care of us
each day in may different ways.
Love goes to each beautiful angel
who we miss each day. x x x
My angels the next few week are going to be tough for me I am sorry if I dont light your candles each day but you are always in my heart. x x x x
The Cord
We are connected, my child and I,
by an invisible cord not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord that connected us 'till birth,
this cord can't be seen by anyone on earth.
This cord does its work, right from the start,
it bonds us together, attached at the heart.
I know that its there though no one can see,
the invisible cord, from my child to me.
The strength of this cord, it's hard to describe.
it can't be destroyed, it can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord, man could create,
it withstands the tests, can hold any weight.
And though you are gone, not here with me,
the cord is still there, but no one can see.
It pulls at my heart, I am bruised....I am sore,
but this cord is my lifeline, as never before.
I am thankful that God connected this way,
a mother and a child, death can't take it away!
love joan xxx
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♥♥A heart of Gold,♥♥
♥♥Life so true,♥♥
♥♥Loved and respected,♥♥
♥♥By all they knew.♥♥
♥♥Always Smiling,♥♥
♥♥Always Kind,♥♥
♥♥What a beautiful Memory,♥♥
♥♥That you left behind.♥♥
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joan xxx
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I'M SENDING A DOVE TO HEAVEN
WITH A PARCEL ON IT'S WINGS,
BE CAREFULL WHEN YOU OPEN IT
IT'S FULL OF BEAUTIFUL THING'S
INSIDE ARE A MILLION KISSES
WRAPPED UP IN A MILLION HUGS,
TO SAY HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU
AND TO SEND YOU ALL MY LOVE.
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lotsof love joan xxx
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