
| Location | South Shields |
| Age | 11 years |
| Cause of Death | Leukaemia |
| Date of Birth | 08/10/1985 |
| Date of Death | 24/07/1997 |
| Visitors | 10,376 since 26/07/2007 |
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♥ Daniel james Amar ♥
♥ Aged 11 years ♥
♥ leaves behind his brother Adam also his broken hearted mum ♥
Daniel was born 5.35am on the 8th October 1985 and gained his angel wings 24th July 1997 .♥
From the very first day i found out i was pregnant i named my unborn child Daniel James if it was a
boy i was so happy and excited I wanted to be the best mummy ever i would make so many plans in my
head and talk non stop to my bump that was growing inside of me many nights i try and imagine what
my baby would look like would he have dark brown eyes or black hair i got my wish on the 8th October
god blessed me with my beautiful son 8lb 5oz olive skinned with big brown eyes and jet black curly
hair he had stolen my heart the moment the nurse lay him in my arms we had so many happy moments
together my baby boy was my life what more could i ever want. Daniel was the most amazing little boy
ever always laughing he had the most amazing smile He was from day one a mammy's boy i was feel
honoured to have been chosen to be his mum even through we didnt have a lot of money we had a good
life together seeing his smile made up for all that we did not have in material things. ♥
In 1992 Daniel was diagnosed with lymphoblastic leukaemia this day my world ended you think to
yourself WHY WHY Daniel he was such a happy go lucky child always had a smile and a cuddle for
everyone
Daniel only had thoughts for others and not himself and many times when i was crying for him he
would look at me and say mammy dont cry i love you i look after you.
For many years Daniel fought this illness he was so poorly at times that he couldn't be bothered
with anyone he was in hospital more than he was ever out but as always Daniel only worried over me
and his baby brother Adam. The dreadful day came when the doctor's came to me and said without a
bone marrow transplant Daniel was going to die he was put on the transplant list straight away as he
had gone into remission , but by the time he was matched with three potentional doners, Daniel had
came out of remission he became so weak and was sleeping so much the pain was being controlled now
by a morphine pump which he had attached to his line which was implanted into his chest. I could
see my child was dying in front of my very eyes and they was nothing i could do to help him
Daniel was growing very tired he was holding on for us his mum and little brother finally his tiny
frail body could take no more he sent a thought to me the night before he passed away as i was also
in a hospital after suffering a breakdown i couldnt settle i had had my medication but in my head i
could hear Daniel calling out for me and my heart was aching with a feeling i can not explain, the
very next day i went straight to see daniel who was now so thin and so weak he was facing the wall i
spoke to him he turned over put his hand in mine and then i said its ok son you can go now i will be
ok this was at 4pm in the afternoon on the 24th July 2007 Daniel took his last breath at 4.30pm he
left this world to enter heavens door.
I will never forget the pain in my heart when he passed over i felt as if my heart was ripped out he
was not just my son but he was also my best friend and they is not a day goes by that he is not
spoken about or thought about his little brother Adam is now grown up to be a fine young man of 18
we remember you with pride and smile when we speak your name son you maybe out of sight but your
never out of our hearts or thoughts son
I bet you and Nanna and grandad have some right giggles seeing and hearing whats going on i now i am
over here in Austria your big brother got engaged on the 25th April mammy will is so proud tell nana
and granda we are happy to be reunited as a family again son will make your garden beautiful see you
soon son xxxx mammy
My home is full of photographs of my brave son i am one of the proudest mums on this earth and i
feel honoured to have been your mum son you are such a miss in my life i hope and pray that you hear
my prayers and listen out when i tell you I love and Miss you so much, your my beautiful angel so go
fly high and spread your angels wings and know that i am looking so forward to the day we are
together again i love you sweetheart rest in peace my brown eyed boy hugs and xxx sent to you in
heaven and know every minute of my life your in my thoughts son Your step father Josef speaks
proudly of you althrough he never met you he loves you as his son as he does your brothers your name
is spoken out loudly and with pride son love you always and forever you mammy
I would like to thank all of our GTS friends from the bottom of my heart for visiting my beautiful
angel, you and your angels are in our thoughts and hearts always god bless each and everyone of you
xxxxx
Four Little Words
There are four little words
that can easily be said
to my angels in heaven
before I go to my bed.
I look up to the stars
that are shining so bright
and I whisper so quietly
I Love You, Goodnight.
Written by Jean Cavanagh 2009
11TH JUNE 2009
"Give Me Peace" By Lea Dyer Snow
Lord, in this hour I need you, more than words could ever tell.
I feel as if I'm stranded on shores between heaven and hell...
I know you haven't left me, yet my heart feels void of hope.
I feel as if I'm hanging on an old and thread worn rope...
I feel as if my hearts been torn from the breast from which it came.
And sunshine will no longer fill my life, only clouds of darkness and rain...
I know this will pass,
and you will be there to give me comfort and strength and hope.
But until then I can't help the feeling that I'm down to that last thread of rope...
If it breaks, you'll be there to catch me, and raise me back to my feet...
But for now my world is in turmoil, and the essence of life is not sweet...
Give me power to overcome my oppression, and let sunshine back on my face.
Let your spirit overwhelm my cold dark heart,
and let me bask in your warmth giving grace...
Give rest to my tempest of yearning, and faith to my sore lacking soul.
Let me again laugh with my family. Rescue me from this pit in Sheol.
With praise I do worship your blessings, with humility, I ask my release.
From this den of despair I ask mercy...show favour on me...give me peace.
LOVE JUDE. X
Nite God bless you Angelxxx☾☆ ☾☆ ☾☆☾☆ ☾☾☆NIGHT ☾☆☾ ☾☆☾ NIGHT ☾☆ ☾☆☾☆☾SWEET ☆ ☾☆☾☆ ☾☆DREAMS ☾☆☾☆☾☆ ☾ ☆☾☆ ☾☆ ☾☆ ☾☆ ☾☆ ☾☆ ☾☆
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I LEAVE THESE FOOTPRINTS TO SHOW I'VE BEEN
NITE NITE
SWEET DREAMS
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NIGHT NIGHT BEAUTIFULL
A Teddy For You ~xx*xx~
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BIG Bedtime Kisses for you ~xx*XX*xx~
KEEP MY MEMORY
Keep my memory with you,
For memories never die.
I will be there with you,
When you look across the sky.
I will be there in the clouds,
In the birds that fill the air.
In the beauty of a fragrant rose,
You will find my memory there.
You will feel me in the tenderness,
Of a tiny baby's touch.
You will hear me if you listen,
In the twilight's gentle hush.
When your hearts are heavy,
And you feel that you are alone.
Just reach down deep inside of you,
For your heart is now my home.
I will always be with you,
I will never go away.
For I will live on in your hearts,
Forever and a day
Anon
LOVE NEVER GOES.XxX
See through the window,
Look at the light,
Smell the sweet flowers,
See the sky bright,
Shed not the tears,
As you feel I have gone,
Love never leaves,
And my spirit lives on.
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I know what you're thinking. You think I'm dead. Because you cannot see me with your human eye, cannot feel me with your hands or hold me in your arms, you think I am gone forever.
You recall how I looked when I left this place, and you cannot remotely imagine that I could possibly be alive in another place. You are racked and torn by the pain of our separation and it blinds you to that which is right in front of you... me..............
I'm here to tell you different. You were worthy of my love and undying devotion on earth as I of yours. Do you really believe this love would be snatched from us forever by a loving Creator simply because I wasn't human? Was I not a living, breathing creation with personality? How could I have been so if I didn't possess the energy of soul, spirit and loving light? And if this energy is and always will be, then how can it be that I am dead?
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You say that all you have left are memories. Not so. You see, when I took leave of my earthly body I left a little something behind for you. You can't touch it, hold it or examine it for what I left behind is far too uninhibited for confinement. I left behind a piece of my soul. I placed it right next to your own which is quite fitting as we were always side by side in our earthly life together. I love you too much to have left you with nothing but memories, which tend to fade and grow cloudy as the years go by.
I love you too much to have vanished without a trace. How selfish it would be of me to remove love and light from your life.
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I understand your tears, each one you shed is testament to your love for me and I am honored and humbled. But don't forget the good things we shared - remember and smile. This is an honor for me as well. And when you need me I will be here. Close your eyes, relax, take slow, deep breaths and picture me in your mind. Shut off the world and your notions of what death is and give me a chance. Look for the subtle signs I send you. Don't stop being proud of me, I am a friend to be proud of, I am still your friend and soul mate.
Don't memorialize the death of my body but instead honor and celebrate my never-ending life for it is eternal and forever as is my love for you.
Until we meet again...
Author Unknown
MUMMY DO NOT CRY
Mummy you know i love you so much
I also miss your arms and tender touch
But i see you when you cry for me too
Dont you know mummy i really love you
I know i am in heaven i look down you see
Mummy i know how much you really miss me
Do you feel all the kisses i blow back to you
I hope you feel me around you like you used to do
Mummy i do not suffer i do not cry anymore
I play with all the other angels and wait at heavens door
To greet all the other angels both big and small
Mummy ill always still wait when you get your call
Mummy i know that i was supposed to live with you
But the angels called my name they need me too
Some days we watch our familys we do not like them to cry
Forever in our hearts our love will never die
written by ros roberts
EVERY PARENTS DREAD
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We all grieve at some time in our life,
Maybe it’s for a parent, grandparent, a husband or wife,
Our hearts are filled with much sorrow and pain,
Life is unfair, and nothing seems the same.
It could be a sister or a brother too,
Or even a friend who is close to you,
Memories of your loved one are so new and so clear,
You dream of the day you can hold them near.
You live your life with good days and bad,
Some of them happy, some of them sad,
You think of the good times and remember with love,
Your dear departed loved one up in heaven above.
Then comes the grief that is impossible to bear,
It’s the loss of a child, which we can’t compare,
You don’t know where to go for the comfort you yearn,
The only comfort for you , is for your Child's safe return.
For these parents time does not heal,
They live a life that is not real
Their hearts are empty!!! Yet they feel like lead,
They have been given the news of every parents dread.
They have been told their child has gone,
Please don’t tell them they must move on.

















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